If you could write a letter to someone you don't talk to anymore, who and what would you write?

Dear Billi,

jise maine ek baar kya hazaar baar billi banne ko kaha-cat lover and his admirer, you know.

So, I know you don't miss me or anything. It'll just take a few minutes to sink in. I miss you.

Over everything, you were an amazing friend. I couldn't have asked for anyone better than you. You'll forever be irreplaceable.

We have had a lot of indifferences, and unending arguments over my sheer stupidity. Yet, you stayed although distanced yourself, perhaps. I felt that void and I know I caused it to happen.

Do you remember the poem I wrote for you the other day as a “little gift” ? Well, I renounced my poetic charm to you the very same moment, with the poem I sent being my last one. Stupid? Naah, it's something else, a sentiment. I feel anxious so I just write answers now.

I never wished to leave, but I have to. It's the call of the moment. I hurt you immensely and I apologize for that. I tried building what we lost over time but failed miserably at it. I lost an amazing person to my own faults. None to blame.

I even resorted to doing things I shouldn't have only to be able to check up on you, although from afar. It's great to see that you have friends to love you every minute of the day and it simply makes me so happy.

I get the meaning of one of your favorite lyrics now.

And I was running far away,

would I run off the world someday?

Nobody knows, nobody knows.

Maybe I'm writing to you for the last time and you won't see anything about yourself again(I can't promise), but all I know is that I'm not stepping into your life again. Guilt sucked it all.

You are a dream I never wish to wake up from but I have to, everyday, only with the pursuit of embracing reality.

I think this was it.

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That's all!

Happy and Happening 👀

Your Radzzz