I can tell by the way you worded this question that you don’t have truth yet and are being spiritually attacked and at least slightly manic.
You can give it a whirl on me but I would say please stop spreading anything until you have overcome whatever this is you are going through.
The primary tool used by the evil ones is DISCREDIT THE WITNESS. If you are a believer of God and you are speaking without wisdom and stability you are making the cause look terrible and making it hard for people who are trying to expose these things. It’s already bad enough that this all sounds nuts to most people. Please don’t make it worse and hold your peace.
If you are not back “normal” and fully functioning in your life there is something still very wrong.
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