What do you know about love that most people don't?

Love is in every shape, size, form, whatever you want love to be. Love to me personnaly is like heaven! There is nothing higher in my life Other than God, in love! Love can be now, all the time, or found when you lose it, and find the value and meaning of it again. Remember this is the way I view Love! Love is standing by someone or something, and never giving up know matter what the circumstances are. Whether it's death, infidelity, friends an animal, job, whatever. But for me, I met this gal in the early 2007 time frame. I met her through mutual friends. But when introduced, she completely took my breath away! I've never in my life experienced something so beautiful! Over time, we went through good times and some not so good times, but, from the moment I met her, I knew she was the one. Somewhere in there, I forgot what love meant, how to show it, how to feel it, how to make it. Then she chose me, a complete fuck up, to give the greatest gift I could ever receive our children. That was it, that created this bond that, I'm sorry, for me anyways, that can't be broken. I failed to show my love because of many tragic events, self pity, outside influence and so-fourth! I lost the one and only person I've ever loved. For me, my love is not like any other persons love! Some people think I deserve everything I get, some people think I'm stupid, some people just don't understand! The one thing I know is how much I love her. I see her, I can't even look at her, because I failed myself! Know matter how bad it hurts! My love is for eternity, know matter what everyone else thinks. So if I'm an idiot, people hate me. So be it! But I know one thing! I know what love is, it's amazing, greatest feeling in the world! But it also can hurt you, as much as a gun shot, or knife wound. I also understand, when it's time to walk away, I'll always love her! But, it's my fault I lost her! I know that. So I'm content with knowing how I feel. That's all that matters to me! I still love her. But I can't force someone to love me back. I choose to just stay away. I will love from a distance, at least at a distance, knowone can see how bad I hurt! I know that everyone says that I'm the problem! Yes I am! I accept it! Now go worry about your problems! I will worry about mine! God bless everyone!