Can you show me how to make money writing?

Yes but I'm a little rusty at it since I haven't written anything since my soon to be ex husband left me 4 years ago. I used to write on Medium but I quit again because I don't think I have what it takes anymore

Every time I try to write anything in there I freeze up. I would love to be able to write about the trauma he put me through for 22 years and identity theft since it happened to me almost 4 years ago and I have a lot of shit I could write about on there but I keep freezing up when I try to write anything and I can't figure out why.